Lonely

This isn't a very good first post but this is how I feel.  I want to be happy.  What I need is a relationship that is strong and full of love.  I want to be held and kissed all the time.  I want to have my eyes looked into and see nothing but love.  I want my house to be full of smiles and happiness, most of the time.  I just want to feel needed, like with out me life just wouldn't be right. I'm so lonely and depressed right now.  I want to know that I have an opportunity for marriage and at least one more baby. I'm tired of crying and feeling like I am never good enough.